I called this journal entry, scroll if you don't have time because this is going to be a really long fucking entry, I don't expect many people to read this, I've only got a few watchers, and I don't even post any art, I don't know why they're watching me. These entries are more for me than anyone else, The reason I'm laying here spending the limited amount of time I have with my dad is because my mind can't stop thinking. It's ridiculous saying that, but it's true. My mind has so much existential useless shit that it feels like copper wiring all about to fry my mind. These entries might be really boring, to anyone who doesn't think about the same things I do. But if you're like me then it might feel nice knowing someone is worrying about the same unreasonable stunning weirdest fucking issues that are never going to affect you, or it might be funny just to read the electronic manifestation of a teenager's mind unraveling. To read what's going on in someone's head who won't stop asking questions, who might be obsessive compulsive about asking the questions that won't change his life at all, but questions that try to determine the consciousness if there is any, behind life.
I can't promise that these entries are going to be interesting or funny, or will answer any of the questions you an I might what, all I can promise, is honesty behind anonymity. And if you've got a psych project about the adolescent or teenager mind, I'm a fucking goldmine of weird disorders. I don't know what the next time I'm going to write in this little diary is, but if I don't get bored with this, (which is a possibility I'm going to have to consider) then anyone who reads these entries is going to know more about me then anyone in the entire world, maybe you'll even figure something out about myself before I do. Like I said, this is more for me though than anyone else, I might offend you, or disgust you, or just plain irritate you, but I'm here talking about what goes on in my head, and if anyone ever knows how to fix it, please tell me. I swear I'll make another entry, until then though, someone tell me if you're listening, I'm trying to turn everyone on deviant art into a a goddamn counselor. This is the best or worst idea I've ever had.